Why Humans can be like Moths Flying into the flame

Good morning, Happy Hump Day. How are you MAs? Yes, you’re a bunch of models, you don’t even know it yet. So look at the tree of life, it’s filling out nicely. I’m loving doing these videos outside again, it was a cold winter. not that cold this year, but a little bit. So I want to share a paragraph from a new chapter that I’m writing. And I give credit to my brother Tim, he suggested that I write a chapter on this. So the name of the chapter is why humans can be like Mars going into the flame you know, how Mars flying into the flame? What are they thinking? They’re gonna get zapped, it’s not going to turn out well. But there’s something inside of them that seduces them to that beautiful flamey colors and that. Well, guess what? Sometimes we’re just like a bunch of laws. You’re flying to the flame. You don’t know why. So let me read the paragraph, and then I’ll flush it out a little windy out here. So this thing’s blowing. For many decades, I have witnessed so many clients implode their lives by doing what they knew was not good for them. I too, have had this type of experience a few times. So I became intrigued about what makes us fly into the flame. Even though we know better. Cheating on our partners, doing drugs at work, driving while we’re integrated, or blowing our mortgage payment at the casino are a few examples of what I am talking about. And I’ve heard all these stories. Okay. So what is it about human nature that behaves like Mars. Obviously, this is a very complex problem, which has two sides to the same point, as does the Mobius strip. There is a psychological side and a spiritual side to this issue, which I will describe in this chapter. As a therapist, I understand why people jump into the flame as an as a baby catalyst. I also know that sometimes they don’t have a choice because the behavior is necessary to complete a new fractal iteration. I frequently say that we have free will. But the game is rigged sometimes. Frequently, the quantum will use our weaknesses, desires, or pride to get us to a new new square on our life’s chessboard. My cocaine addiction got me to finally surrender to a higher power, which I needed to experience by being humbled, very humbled, by the way and just ashamed. Did I realize that when I started my first line, definitely not what I have surrendered without it, probably not. I have seen so many spiritual awakenings happen when people fly into the flame. That flame can either destroy us or transform us. Our choice, right? This is where free will comes into play. The major obstacle is usually our egoic minds which thinks it’s the higher power. You know, before I got sober, I thought I was God, the higher power. World History is littered with leaders and nations who believe they were invincible. I recently watched a documentary about Hitler’s rise to power, he had many opportunities to withdraw, but the quantum needed him to jump into the flame for the Jews to get back to their promised land. Now I will explain how both sides of the coin work together to move us and creation in the right direction. But there’s a third side of the coin to this is a magical coin. So there’s psychological reasons why we fly into the flame. There’s spiritual reasons why we’re seduced into doing it. And then there’s a third entity and this reality which I’m talking about in the book. It’s called the Citra ocra. Okay, now this is very Qabalistic that explains what happened with the fall of Adam. What that story was really about, you know, when I was growing up as a young Catholic, I was okay there’s a man and a woman and a steak and a garden or an apple and all that stuff. But they didn’t have a clue. What that story was about. So, because of the fall of Adam, sometimes we jump into the flame, because there’s something else inside of us. We’re all infected by it, that makes us do, what we don’t want to do or what we should do. You know, I have heard for years from clients and myself, I went through this, why is it so hard to be good all the time, just be good. It’s easy, do the right thing every time. But see, the Citra ocra that came into this dimension due to the fall of Adam. This is very metaphysical by the way. It infected Adam and Eve. And then since we’re descendants of Adam and Eve guests, while we got the gene to it’s not a gene, but it’s an infection. So I just wanted to share this paragraph, I’m really excited. This is a little complex for me to write. Because, until I started studying Kabbalah, 20 years ago, I had no clue about any of this. And that’s why they grabbed my job so much for being in my life and sparking that whatever was inside of me to learn this. But if you look around at the world, you see, why is Why is goodness that running the show? Why is evil running this show? Well, there’s lots of reasons for that, that God allowed. Okay, you know, there’s nothing here about God, but He allows everything. And then when Adam and Eve made their jump into the flame, we to jump in the flame on on occasion. But I’m grateful for my addiction flame. Because I transformed. The problem is for so many people, they don’t recover from it, that destroys them. There’s always a front side to the back side. You know, when I work with clients who cheat on their partners, yeah, they’re devastated. They’re a shame. They know, I hurt her, I hurt him and all that. And that’s true in the 3d reality. But what I tried to get into see is the purpose behind jumping into that particular flight to learn something to grow, because there’s no accidents in this reality. I know it seems like there are, but there’s some higher consciousness directing the show. And it’s really exciting. So the book will be coming out. At some point, I’m on chapter 31. People keep asking how many I’m going to write, I don’t know. until it’s done. That’s all I can say that people until it’s done. So, so enjoy your hump day looks like a beautiful day here in North was in the NICU, that blue sky behind me. And we’re doing psychodrama. Again, June 2, and ninth, we’re always looking for volunteers that want to learn about the amazing work, the bravery of the people getting on that platform, and getting totally vulnerable. So get a hold of me, or you can call me My cell phone is 219-616-0619. You can ask questions, we got to bring a launch. So on June 2, we’re doing two. And then on June 9, we’re doing three people. For women this type one, man. So it flips sometimes last time we have more men working. I love this work. And it helps people uncover what’s inside of them that makes them go to the flame. It truly does. It helped me immensely. You know, after I did psychodrama for seven years, I never got high again. I didn’t want to I didn’t need to because I’ve dealt with a core issue. So so keep that in mind. And I’ll be teaching another breathwork intro class probably at the end of June. It’s been a little busy May and June. I’ve got some stuff going on. So probably going to be June 23. But I’ll post that on the live page on Facebook or talk about it here. All right. Have a good day. God bless you. Love you guys.